this blog is my way of coping with the biggest fight of my life ..for my life, its for me , its my way to say how im feeling when im angry, sad,happy,scared or just plain old bored. It will contain hard truths, scary facts proberbly swear words and im certain lots of spelling mistakes.
im 44 live in yorkshire with my beautiful dog  murphy ( the smurf) and my ex partner ..i know wierd but he is my rock my best friend and determined to make it upto me so that we can get back togethor we will see?